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8. God is like Mozart

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8. God is like Mozart

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10. God and the Banana: A Story

 

The other day I saw a review in Gramophone, a magazine for classical music. It ran as follows:

Subject of my review of this month is Rubinstein's recording of Mozart's piano concerto in B flat major, KV 595. I feel Rubinstein plays here at his best. His touch is light and lyrical, the balance with the orchestra is sublime, he expresses the depth of this late Mozart concerto like only a very mature pianist can do... Rubinstein played this in 1961 on a 275 cm concert grand (Steinway) and the recording was made in the Royal Albert Hall in London.

In the next issue of Gramophone there were several letters from readers. One started like this: "Surely this record is not worth listening to. I heard 1961 was a uncreative year for Rubinstein..." Another reader wrote: "I am not going to buy the recording because it can't be good. You said Rubinstein played on a 275 cm. concert Grand and such an instrument is too big for the intimate concertos that Mozart wrote..." A third letter ran as follows: "...I don't agree with your opinion about Rubinstein's recording. I haven't heard it, but as a true Frenchman I know that the acoustics in the Royal Albert Hall are barbaric compared to those in Paris..." Yet another letter said: "Thank you for your review. I feel no need to listen to the recording, because hearing your description is already music for my ears..."

The true reviewer
An absurd story? Yes. Certainly. But we do the same when we argue about God. For millennia atheists and believers have quarreled about the question "Does God exist?" Non-religious people 'know' that God doesn't exist, and give many arguments for it.

Religious people, in their turn, answer that they deeply
feel that God exists. Often they, too, have arguments for this. Religious people 'know' that God wants us to pray in this way and eat in that way, although none of them has directly heard God say anything about it. They only heard priests, rabbis, imams and other people who didn't perceive God either. Have you met someone who has experienced God? The only reliable opinion about the Mozart recording came from the person who had actually heard it.The only person to talk about God is the one who has actually experienced him.

Convincing each other
All people who argue back and forth about God's existence, or God's word and God's instructions to the faithful, are all people who have never experienced him. In the best case have sincerely believing people felt something deep and indescribable, but, usually, also quite vague  -no undeniable experience of the infinite, omnipotent God that the religious scriptures describe. Moreover, they can't give their experience to others. So how can these people convince each other?

The proof of the pudding
You can't possibly discover anything essential about Rubinstein's Mozart recordings, if you haven't heard them.In the same way you can't find out anything about God by just using intelligent arguments. They are theoretical. The proof of the pudding is in eating it. The proof of God's existence is in experiencing him.

Has anyone done this?
Yes. Most people who argue so fiercely about God don't know this, but yes, there are people who have experienced God.

Experiencing the Whole
Throughout history, all over the world, people have developed techniques that made their minds broader and more sensitive. Normally our mind is very restless, and we don't perceive the subtle things that we could experience with a calm mind. Now these researchers, these people who got control over their restless mind and made it into a very sensitive receiver, they experienced that there was something in the universe that they hadn't felt before. Something that was bigger than all of us. Something that was the total of all of us.

They felt that 'something' was actually the wrong word. What they perceived was alive. It was conscious and radiating a warmth that made the researchers feel incredibly blissful. Most of these researchers didn't know each other, and they used different words to describe their experience.

Some called this universal entity the Cosmic Mind, some called it Universal Energy. Some called it God, Allah, Jehovah, Christ Consciousness, Cosmic Consciousness, Supreme Father, or Nirvana. They were all talking about the same experience*. They experienced the Oneness of everything that exists, the connectedness of everything. They felt that the universe was a whole  --a Consciousness. And they all felt a overpowering feeling of love. They said this God was love.

Expanding the mind
This is what deeply religious people have also said. However, often they can't feel the whole of God, because God is bigger than our normal mind. They didn't have the tools that the mystics, the mind researchers, had developed to expand the mind. They felt only a shadow of the real God and had therefore trouble convincing others. Neither did they have a systematic, scientific tool to teach others to repeat their own experience.

A dream?
Now this God-experience, that so many people have had throughout history, could be a dream, a hallucination. Maybe the mind can play strange tricks upon us even when we think that we know how to operate it. But all who had this 'hallucination', changed deeply. Shy people became outgoing and confident, closed people became open, egoistic people became loving, hopeless people became full of joy and felt a new purpose in their lives. People who had been chasing happiness for years and years and found nothing that gave them lasting joy and peace, got it simply by "hallucinating" about God. If this is self-delusion, it is worth having it.

Finding our own truth
Should we, unenlightened people, believe in God because somebody else has experienced him?No. We don't need to
believe . We can find out for ourselves. We can know. Those mystics, those yogis who have experienced God, can teach us how we, too, can do that. All those people who argue endlessly in favor or against God's existence, can simply learn how to experience God. And that will end the discussion completely.

Changing our lives Those who experienced God and kept experiencing that feeling of love and security and hope, became radiant people, full of inner peace. They felt that the base of the universe was a loving Force. They felt that everything and all events are connected. As a result they felt that everything that happens, has a positive purpose. They had nothing to fear anymore in life. Their life was often not easy on the outside, but they had experienced something that kept them calm and positive inside. Nothing could really shake them.

We can be like that. The knowledge, the techniques are available. They have been tested and developed during thousands of years. They are called meditation. Meditation techniques are tools to calm and to expand the mind, until we can comprehend the entity we want to experience.

When we open our ears, we can make the jump from discussing Mozart to hearing Mozart. When we learn to open our mind, we can take the leap from arguing about God to experiencing God. And then all discussions become unnecessary.

* There is a difference between experiencing God at the level of Saguna (with properties) and the level of Nirguna (without properties). Nirvana and the Cosmic Consciousness belong to the latter.

Copyright 1998-2000 by Joost Boekhoven